Master Key Experience Week 11 – LOVE/HATE

Sitting down to write this week’s blog is probably the most challenging of all the weeks so far. This is not because this week has been any more challenging or difficult compared to any other weeks, but rather because for the past few weeks I have started to develop a LOVE/HATE relationship with the MKE.

Maybe this is an appropriate experience to have at this point in the MKE, maybe not, but this is what I have been experiencing of late.

LOVE the fact that I get to develop a Definite Major Purpose and work intensively hard at reprogramming my subconscious blueprint, continuously challenging it in multiple ways, while Master Key Experience adds new layers and experiences, week after week. I also love the Master Key system study  and Greatest Salesman readings, and how they add meaning to my life

And yes, I have definitely witnessed certain changes in me, and noticing regular manifestations as my Subby takes on the information and works 24/7 for me.

The HATE is the time commitments required of the MKE. The Webinars are extremely long, and at South Africa time, begin at 11pm on a Sunday evening, and never end before 1:30am Monday morning. I have chosen to rather watch the replays, as TRUE HEALTH is a personal pivotal need of mine, and this includes proper sleep. The 2.5 hours of catchups keep me scrambling to stay “up to speed” with the week ahead. This, on top of the daily MKE requirements, and my regular life responsibilities sometimes puts significant strain on me, my family and my relationship with my wife, who is also challenged with similar MKE time pressures.

Multiple times during the past few weeks I have contemplated quitting and walking away. Not because I’m a quitter, but because of the fears or doubts that the payoffs will be worth the effort and strain of staying on course. My time with my wife and little boy are priority, and anything that takes away this temporarily from my life must put back significant more value into those same places.

Right now, I’m experiencing the PRICE that I’m paying, but I’m not necessarily experiencing the VALUE in my life that I would expect for the effort.

Will it be worth it at the END if I stick with it and push through to the end? There is no guarantee, only FAITH in the process.

Right now, as I type this, I’m exhausted. I am away with my family, with a toddler who’s got flu, a few sleepless nights in a row, trying to keep up with MKE, building a business and spending time with family who we are visiting. Is this all temporary? Yes.

But this LOVE/HATE relationship has been here for a while. Maybe it’s my subby pushing back – then we push on! Maybe it’s my gut telling me to find another way that isn’t the MKE. Maybe it’s a personal neuro-peptide addiction I need to break. I don’t have the answers, except how I’m feeling right now, so I just keep on the exercises and plug away.

Am I looking forward to the next webinar? No. Especially as we’ve been forewarned that it’s another very long one – and so the potential cycle continues into week 12.

I will persist until I succeed. I will persist. I will win!

4 thoughts on “Master Key Experience Week 11 – LOVE/HATE

  1. I hear you!
    Price and value an interesting point and difficult to know right now. Remember you committed to 6 months have that faith and see what unfolds. In the words of Brene Brown “Faith is a place of mystery, where we find the courage to believe in what we cannot see and the strength to let go of our fear of uncertainty.” Have some faith xx

  2. This is EXACTLY what i needed to hear! 🙌 I have not done my week 10 yet for this reason!! Keep thining i have nothing to say . . . 😜 Well You nailed it so perfectly. * love ~ hate, frustration, angst, whatever. . , . . .

    Thank you for your perseverance and MAKING the time to write this. 🎇

    You inspired me through your hero’s journey, to stay on mine!

    We can do this, our future selves are counting on us!!

    ✨Hope your little guy is feeling better. . . I am a mother of 6, so i totally get the kid part!!🤦‍♀️

  3. Thank you for your honesty . Faith , Truth , Wisdom are all worthwhile . It seems like you are having a conversation with your old blueprint . It’s a journey . Family and Faith in your higher power always come first . I hope that your child’s health is better . I agree it’s difficult to keep up at times .
    Enjoy the holiday season and I appreciate you sharing your thoughts and emotions .

  4. Lior, thank you for accepting the challenge of writing your blog post this week–it’s extremely helpful to others when you share your journey–both the good and the bad–as we can relate to both, and I so appreciate you doing that!

    I too hope your little one is feeling better–having a sick child can really take the wind out of your sails between the lack of sleep and worry.

    Keep in mind for future weeks that your blog post can be as short as you need it to be, when your precious family needs more of your time. Also, consider masterminding with your tribe about the challenges you’re experiencing–it’s amazing what we can learn from each other and the support is priceless!

    Thank you again for sharing this leg of your journey with us, and for your persistence–you’ve got this!

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