Let me frame my first post in my Master Key Experience (MKE) blog with the following truthful statement: I am truly excited about the MKE and my possibilities in radically shifting my life in working through and completing it.
Now, let’s get honest and candid! I’ve been putting off doing the MKE for 2 years. I’ve made excuses which all sounded perfectly reasonable. But I knew it was my subconscious blueprint speaking. This year, I couldn’t bare making any more excuses not to do it, so I applied, roped my wife in and here I am. Deep down, I have a knowing that this is the best decision I have made in a long time. You see, I know Mark and Davene from their other work. I originally learnt of them through my network marketing journey (which has been the wildest of rides of the past 7 years). I bought Recruiting and Duplication Mastery summit and then loved their work and signed up to Go90grow 2.0 and my life changed radically. For the better you may ask? Well, it’s been an ‘interesting’ 2 years! And that’s where my MKE Week 1 story begins…
I had created pretty significant success in my Network Marketing business, but I was truly depressed. I was involved in a company where I rose pretty quickly. Unfortunately, I also regrettably ‘gave myself over’ to my upline, where I totally lost myself and what I stood for. I only learnt over time what psychological damage I had allowed myself to go through in ‘submitting’ to individuals who only had their best interests at heart, and who, for all intents and purposes were building a ‘cult-like’ organisation within the business. My self-esteem was shot, and I was ready to quit the industry until I met Mark and Davene’s work online. This is where my life took a full 180 degree turn.
The first experience I had of their self-development work was in Go90Grow, where I threw myself into the Think&Grow Rich Challenge, and for the first time in Network Marketing, I was creating my own Definite Major Purpose, and not one that was needing to fit into our upline’s agenda. This was truly liberating and exciting and my journey began. My wife and I decided, to honor ourselves, our values and integrity. We had to shift out of the business system from our upline in which we felt trapped in and do our ‘own thing.’ We switched our system over to Go90Grow with Mark J and franches his systems into our team. Fast forward….
[Insert High Drama, Bullying & Intimidation, Business implosion and all sorts of other not fun things…] Imagine a montage of Doo-Doo hitting the fan multiple times. By the way, this had nothing to do with the system change. I knew this deep down, but it didn’t make the pill any easier to swallow.
I know that my inner world creates my outer world. I have been committed to self-development for many, many years. Deep down, I knew that I must have created this experience from my inner world. It definitely wasn’t all bad. There was significant self-discovery and letting go’s of many debilitating and limiting blueprint stories. But it also left me angry and despondent. The thing is, I had over the past 2 years put so much effort multiple times into creating DMP’s, and doing the mental work and actions recommended and required to create success and abundance in my life, and each time I seemed to get further and further away from my desires. In fact, life became more and more challenging during this period. I was seriously wondering whether there were messages from the Universe that I was refusing to listening to. Maybe just quit it all and go back to mediocrity
There were moments where I thought that this whole ‘self-development,’ ‘live your purpose,’ ‘build a life of purpose’ was just a load of B.S. or that it wasn’t my lot in life. Maybe I wasn’t ‘meant to’ be living the life of my dreams. But behind this were whisperings deep in my mind telling me that I do deserve a life of personal greatness, and that this was just a detour to a more magnificent life. Maybe I was just hoping to live in fantasy world one more time, but I decided to listen to the quiet voice inside, at least one more time and join the MKE.
I have always worked very hard on having a Positive Mental Attitude, but after all the drama and losing so much along with self-confidence, I had resigned myself to “accepting and being grateful for the life I have” and working on just being positive in that space and letting go of the need or desire for a big life.
So, here I am, in my 1st week of the Master Key Experience, and after listening to the 1st webinar, realising that I needed to build yet another DMP and go for it again, to be honest, feelings of anger, despair and futility came up like a volcano erupting. NOT AGAIN! Mark and Davene mentioned to watch out for our old subconscious blueprint giving us pushback, but I was taken by surprise at the intensity of this. It took me every ounce of conscious willpower to get started (albeit with a stinking attitude), but I have persevered through the first few days, have submitted my new DMP (Definite Major Purpose), and doing all the required do’s. My decision to push through my negative blueprint was that the “System” should work whether I believed in it or not. And trust me, this time I didn’t feel like believing or getting excited for this adventure. If it needed belief to work, then it was more of a religion or a cult. And knowing and loving Mark and Davene, I know deep down that they build systems that work regardless of one’s belief in them.
So, here I am, throwing my heart and soul into the MKE, coming in with honesty, personal doubts and scepticism, with a massive burning desire to live a life of greatness, letting the MKE system do what it does regardless of my lack of belief right now, planning on proving my negative-self all wrong and actually creating the life of my dreams. I’m sceptical, but somewhat open-minded, and I’m ok with that. (Ssshhh – Don’t tell anyone, I’m also very excited!)
This is the Launch of Lior 2.0. New business ventures. New DMP. New Blueprint. New Life.
Let the adventure begin!!!
Re-Discovering My Light 