So, the weeks fly by and both of my businesses are getting super busy. The work I’ve been doing in the MKE has definitely created shifts in my life. Some of it directly via the exercises I do daily, and some of it from other “work” I do on myself from awareness I have experienced from pushing myself in the MKE.
I think the MKE is a fantastic course, and I love the fact that it has so many progressions to work from, I’ve chosen to work with the progressions up to a certain point, and have chosen to leave out certain progressions. How do I know which ones to pick and choose from? I don’t, but I have a feel that this is what is right for me at this point in my life. I am happy with the progress that I am making. Is it a comfort zone thing? or Am I just happier with myself and have nothing to prove to myself and others? These are questions I can’t answer, nor do I feel I need to. There’s a level of deeper acceptance in myself and my life. This continuous push to be more, do more, have more, is fading in my life. This doesn’t mean that I am not motivated and inspired to have the life of my dreams, it’ just that I am choosing to be more present in my life experience. I’m learning to trust the process of life more.
I’m a perfect child of the Universe – This is a belief that I am working intensively on. This is my Golden Buddha. Being more present, not trying to change me, but rather bring myself back to my own perfection. I don’t need a makeover, I need to learn to love who I see in the mirror more. I’m a perfect child of the Universe
One last point – The Guy in the Glass:- So, after reading this poem so many times over the past few years, and for the past 5 months, I had an epiphany!!! How could I not have seen this before? I can’t be the only one to have noticed this?!!
“When you get what you want in your STRUGGLE for Pelf” – STRUGGLE for Pelf? STRUGGLE? OH MY WORD!!! I’ve been affirming struggle for money/wealth for so long, no wonder I’m having resistance. This had to stop immediately, so I chose not to say this poem for a short while, because even when I tried to change the wording, my subby changed it back. So I’m taking a break from this and will come back to it with the phrase; “When you get what you want in your ABUNDANCE of Pelf”
These are my insights for the past 2 weeks. I’ll see you next time.